{"id":5836,"date":"2013-04-02T07:11:14","date_gmt":"2013-04-02T07:11:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=5836"},"modified":"2016-05-10T11:12:35","modified_gmt":"2016-05-10T11:12:35","slug":"indraznesc-sa-fiu-ceea-ce-sunt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=5836","title":{"rendered":"Goi \u00een fa\u021ba oglinzii"},"content":{"rendered":"

De multe ori \u00een via\u021b\u0103 adopt\u0103m (cu sau f\u0103r\u0103 dorin\u021ba noastr\u0103 – cauzele nu le disec aici) ni\u0219te roluri, devenind purt\u0103tori p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een intimitatea noastr\u0103. \u00cembr\u0103c\u0103m personaje sau \u00eencerc\u0103m s\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103pem \u00een ni\u0219te tipare pe care noi credem c\u0103 societatea le \u201dpre\u021buie\u0219te\u201d, gra\u021bie c\u0103rora credem c\u0103 se r\u0103zbe\u0219te mai u\u0219or. Ne-am deprins cu arta disimul\u0103rii \u0219i o exercit\u0103m chiar \u0219i \u00een cele mai apropiate rela\u021bii.\u00a0 Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 atitudinea e totul, c\u0103 atitudinea vinde mai bine dec\u00e2t 1000 de reclame la un loc.<\/p>\n

Interiorul\/devenirea mental\u0103 \u0219i spiritual\u0103 nu mai este profitabil\u0103, \u00eenvestim \u00een exteriorul nostru \u0219i \u00een proiec\u021bia cu care \u00eei bombard\u0103m pe ceilal\u021bi. \u00cei judec\u0103m pe al\u021bii dup\u0103 aparen\u021be \u0219i cerem la schimb acela\u0219i lucru. Nu avem nici timp \u0219i nici loc pentru profunzime, \u0219i nici nu este rentabil. Time is money. Nu avem opinii proprii, nu avem credin\u021be proprii. P\u0103rerea noastr\u0103 e \u0219i p\u0103rerea celorlal\u021bi, \u00een m\u0103sura \u00een care ne valideaz\u0103 \u201dinvesti\u021bia\u201d. Restul ne obose\u0219te. Vrem s\u0103 fim populari, de succes, vedete, s\u0103 atragem c\u00e2t mai mult aten\u021bia, nu conteaz\u0103 cum. Scena, \u00een sens general, aduce totul: faim\u0103, admira\u021bie, prieteni cu sutele, bani. Dar \u0219i mult\u0103 singur\u0103tate \u0219i alienare. Percepem deformat realitatea sau o privim prin ocheanul care aduce satisfac\u021bie \u0219i \u00eencredere de sine.<\/p>\n

\"8\"<\/a>Cel mai bizar este s\u0103 constat\u0103m la un moment dat c\u0103 personajul pe care am fost \u201dnevoi\u021bi\u201d s\u0103-l \u00eembr\u0103c\u0103m ne place, ni se potrive\u0219te m\u0103nu\u0219\u0103, ne sim\u021bim bine \u00een el, transmite atitudine, vinde ca p\u00e2inea cald\u0103. Sintagma se refer\u0103 mai degrab\u0103 la mirosul pe care-l eman\u0103 p\u00e2inea cald\u0103 \u0219i, \u00een ultim\u0103 instan\u021b\u0103, la gust. P\u00e2n\u0103 ajungi s\u0103 o gu\u0219ti, miasmele \u00ee\u021bi inund\u0103 creierul.<\/p>\n

\u0218i dac\u0103 Dumnezeu, \u00een plictisul lui etern, se mai amuz\u0103 d\u00e2ndu-ne c\u00e2teodat\u0103 cu curul de p\u0103m\u00e2nt, constat\u0103m atunci c\u0103 singur\u0103tatea e mai amar\u0103 ca pelinul, c\u0103 prieteniile se evapor\u0103 la fel de repede precum acetona, c\u0103 faima pe care credeai c\u0103 ai dob\u00e2ndit-o nu face parte din tine, ci din rolul pe care l-ai adoptat\/jucat\/transmis.<\/p>\n

Filozofii s\u0103 crape de foame, societatea vrea cu orice pre\u021b modele de succes! Noi ne str\u0103duim s\u0103 i le oferim, uit\u00e2nd s\u0103 ne construim \u0219i s\u0103 ne \u00eent\u0103rim (muscler, cum zic francezii) mai \u00eent\u00e2i interiorul care, mai apoi, s\u0103 ne acopere exteriorul, chiar \u0219i c\u00e2nd st\u0103m goi \u00een fa\u021ba oglinzii.<\/p>\n

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De multe ori \u00een via\u021b\u0103 adopt\u0103m (cu sau f\u0103r\u0103 dorin\u021ba noastr\u0103 – cauzele nu le disec aici) ni\u0219te roluri, devenind purt\u0103tori p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een intimitatea noastr\u0103. \u00cembr\u0103c\u0103m personaje sau \u00eencerc\u0103m s\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103pem \u00een ni\u0219te tipare...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[384],"class_list":["post-5836","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-goi-in-fata-oglinzii"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5836","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5836"}],"version-history":[{"count":38,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5836\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8393,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5836\/revisions\/8393"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5836"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5836"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5836"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}