{"id":4774,"date":"2013-02-04T06:57:35","date_gmt":"2013-02-04T06:57:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=4774"},"modified":"2013-02-05T06:57:09","modified_gmt":"2013-02-05T06:57:09","slug":"amantul-meu-cel-nestiut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=4774","title":{"rendered":"Amantul meu din baia mare"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"CuAvem deja o rela\u021bie \u00eendelungat\u0103, de vreo 8 ani, chiar dac\u0103 uneori \u00eel cam las\u0103 energia….\u00cei e greu s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 pasul cu mine, sunt nestatornic\u0103 \u0219i fluctuant\u0103, mai ales \u00een ultimii patru ani. Multe au fost momentele c\u00e2nd patima a dat pe dinafar\u0103, iar el m-a suportat cu \u00eeng\u0103duin\u021b\u0103. Uneori ne \u00eent\u00e2lnim \u0219i de dou\u0103 ori pe zi – suntem doar noi doi, ochi \u00een ochi. \u00cemi prive\u0219te goliciunea de jos \u00een sus, m\u0103 m\u0103soar\u0103, m\u0103 c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u0219te. Niciodat\u0103 nu-mi face repro\u0219uri, nu m\u0103 critic\u0103; e r\u0103bd\u0103tor \u0219i a\u0219teapt\u0103 zilele mai bune, cu speran\u021b\u0103. Statornicia lui m\u0103 \u00eenfurie c\u00e2teodat\u0103; de multe ori l-am amenin\u021bat cu desp\u0103r\u021birea. \u00cei spun c\u0103 e dep\u0103\u0219it, uzat moral \u0219i fizic, dar nu-i pas\u0103. \u00cemi reaminte\u0219te c\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd mi-a fost mai greu, tot la el am venit. Are dreptate, sunt o femeie f\u0103r\u0103 suflet. Dar el? Altminteri n-am fi putut convie\u021bui at\u00e2ta amar de timp.<\/p>\n

Sunt foarte mul\u021bi cei care-mi spun sau \u00eemi dau de \u00eenteles c\u0103 nu e bine ce fac, c\u0103 poate da \u00een obsesie, dar eu, berbec cum m\u0103 \u0219tiu, m\u0103 obstinez \u00een p\u0103cat. Da, recunosc, \u00eel ur\u0103sc \u0219i \u00eel ador. De fapt, \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219im acelea\u0219i sentimente, de\u0219i el se exteriorizeaz\u0103 mai greu – sunt mul\u021bi ca el.<\/p>\n

De multe ori m\u0103 trezec c\u0103-l pot \u00een g\u00e2nd, mai ales dup\u0103 o zi agitat\u0103. Nu-mi \u0219opte\u0219te vorbe dulci, nu-mi scrie poezii, nu-mi aduce flori, nu m\u0103 gratuleaz\u0103, dar e acolo c\u00e2nd am nevoie de el. \u0218i asta poate e mai important dec\u00e2t toate dulceg\u0103riile de pe lume.<\/p>\n

Sotul meu? Da, cred c\u0103 are o suspiciune, dar nu \u0219tie (totu\u0219i, nu poate b\u0103nui) ce sentimente puternice ne leag\u0103. \u0218i chiar de va \u0219ti, nimeni nu ne poate desp\u0103r\u021bi….<\/p>\n

Iar dac\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla s\u0103 crape (probabil c\u0103 nu mai e mult), iute\u00a0 \u00eel voi \u00eenlocui, pentru c\u0103 nu pot sta f\u0103r\u0103 c\u00e2ntar – amantul meu din baia mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

PS Sotul meu, \u00een diminea\u021ba care a succedat public\u0103rii articolului, \u00eemi spune: \u201dam fost \u0219i eu la amicul t\u0103u; e bine!\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Avem deja o rela\u021bie \u00eendelungat\u0103, de vreo 8 ani, chiar dac\u0103 uneori \u00eel cam las\u0103 energia….\u00cei e greu s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 pasul cu mine, sunt nestatornic\u0103 \u0219i fluctuant\u0103, mai ales \u00een ultimii patru ani. Multe...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[245],"class_list":["post-4774","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-cantar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4774","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4774"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4774\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4782,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4774\/revisions\/4782"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}