{"id":14560,"date":"2023-04-26T17:15:05","date_gmt":"2023-04-26T17:15:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=14560"},"modified":"2023-04-26T17:15:07","modified_gmt":"2023-04-26T17:15:07","slug":"nu-intelegem-pe-deplin-nicio-alegere","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=14560","title":{"rendered":"\u201dNu \u00een\u021belegem pe deplin nicio alegere\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Azi, 13 aprilie*, zodia Berbecului, Zeruya Shalev \u00eempline\u0219te 64 de ani. \u0218i n-am dar mai mare a-i face, ca ne\u00eensemnat, m\u0103runt cititor ce sunt, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 fi terminat chiar acum de citit romanul \u0103sta, recent publicat de Humanitas Fiction, \u00een traducerea Ioanei Petridean, cu care m-am mai \u00eent\u00e2lnit pl\u0103cut \u0219i printre romanele lui Amos Oz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lucr\u0103tura c\u0103r\u021bii face parte dintre acelea at\u00e2t de fin fa\u021betate, dintre vocile acelea at\u00e2t de armonios modulate \u0219i deloc stridente (necum anoste), <a><\/a>\u00eenc\u00e2t, atunci c\u00e2nd cea\u021ba se va a\u0219eza peste amintirea ei, tot va r\u0103m\u00e2ne o cicatrice care-\u021bi va evoca ce fluid vital ai primit \u00eentr-un timp at\u00e2t de scurt, c\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi va lua lectura romanului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am fost prezent\u0103 la lansarea c\u0103r\u021bii, am ascultat patru doamne vorbind seduc\u0103tor despre i\u021bele pove\u0219tii, dar alte sensuri am descoperit eu, alte voci. Mi-am auzit-o \u0219i pe a mea printre. Am citit cartea cu voce tare, \u00eentr-o tonalitate interioar\u0103 \u00e0 haute voix.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cu adev\u0103rat, \u0103sta e drumul bun al literaturii. Fiec\u0103ruia i se relev\u0103 sub alte chipuri, \u00een alte culori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Poate c\u0103 or fi exist\u00e2nd, dar eu nu cunosc un alt scriitor care s\u0103 fi luminat at\u00e2t de bine \u0219i de crud chiar \u0219i cele mai mici intersti\u021bii dintre c\u0103r\u0103mizile dulci \u0219i erotice, dar uneori tocite, \u0219ubrede, iluzorii, ale vie\u021bii de cuplu, ale iubirii de \u00eenceput cu patim\u0103, care este, \u00een esen\u021b\u0103, o pierdere asupra c\u0103reia timpul lucreaz\u0103 \u0219i el cu asiduitate, asupra iubirii materne, care creeaz\u0103 dependen\u021b\u0103 \u00een ambele sensuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu, psihologul nu repar\u0103 \u00een totalitate mecanismul defectat al tr\u0103irii. Dar literatura poate mai mult? Eu cred c\u0103 da, poate mai mult de at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am zis c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 povestesc despre carte, dar trebuie neap\u0103rat s\u0103 pomenesc c\u00e2teva coinciden\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Coinciden\u021ba face s\u0103 fiu n\u0103scut\u0103 sub aceea\u0219i zodie a Berbecului (asta nu-mi atribuie, desigur, nicio calitate).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Coinciden\u021ba face s\u0103 am aceea\u0219i v\u00e2rsta ca \u0219i Atara, una dintre cele dou\u0103 femei ale c\u0103ror pove\u0219ti de via\u021b\u0103 se ciocnesc, printr-un pur hazard, \u00eentr-un moment dureros \u0219i poate \u00eent\u00e2rziat sau tocmai de aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Coinciden\u021ba face s\u0103 am tot doi copii, ca \u0219i Atara, o fat\u0103 \u0219i un b\u0103iat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Coinciden\u021ba face s\u0103 fi fost o r\u0103zvr\u0103tit\u0103 nevindecat\u0103 \u00eempotriva autorit\u0103\u021bii paterne, ca \u0219i Atara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Coinciden\u021ba fac\u0103 s\u0103&#8230; Ah!&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u0219 mai putea continua cu coinciden\u021bele, dar \u021bin deja de o pe\u0219ter\u0103 obscur\u0103 \u0219i necartografiat\u0103 \u00een care nimeni, nici m\u0103car eu, n-are curajul s\u0103 p\u0103trund\u0103, \u201dpentru c\u0103 nu putem \u00een\u021belege pe deplin nicio alegere pe care o facem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cu at\u00e2t mai pu\u021bin \u00een clipa oarb\u0103 \u00een care o facem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gata, trebuie s\u0103 pun fr\u00e2n\u0103. Nu e, crede\u021bi-m\u0103, lectur\u0103 mai potrivit\u0103 \u00een zilele astea post pascale dec\u00e2t \u201dDestin\u201d. A\u021bi aduce sufletului o cald\u0103 lumin\u0103 citind-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*Cronica am scris-o chiar pe 13 aprilie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1440\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-14562\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-scaled.jpg 1440w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-576x1024.jpg 576w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-768x1365.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-600x1067.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-864x1536.jpg 864w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-1152x2048.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2023\/04\/20230409_174912-edited-1320x2347.jpg 1320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1440px) 100vw, 1440px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Azi, 13 aprilie*, zodia Berbecului, Zeruya Shalev \u00eempline\u0219te 64 de ani. \u0218i n-am dar mai mare a-i face, ca ne\u00eensemnat, m\u0103runt cititor ce sunt, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 fi terminat chiar acum de citit romanul \u0103sta,&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1413],"tags":[2296,2295,2297],"class_list":["post-14560","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-raftul-lui-radu","tag-cronica-destin-de-zeruya-shalev","tag-destin-de-zeruya-shalev","tag-humanitas-ficition-zeruya-shalev"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14560","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14560"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14560\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14563,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14560\/revisions\/14563"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14560"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14560"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14560"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}