{"id":13721,"date":"2022-06-24T07:18:52","date_gmt":"2022-06-24T07:18:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=13721"},"modified":"2022-06-24T09:28:22","modified_gmt":"2022-06-24T09:28:22","slug":"cand-ii-vei-pune-capat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/?p=13721","title":{"rendered":"C\u00e2nd \u00eei vei pune cap\u0103t?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A pune cap\u0103t. A \u201dda block\u201d. La ce? Cui? Unei rela\u021bii, unei pove\u0219ti, unui job, unei umbre, unor g\u00e2nduri, celuilalt pe care-l purt\u0103m intim ca pe un g\u00e2nd? &#8211; g\u00e2ndul e singurul care nu minte. De aceea ne \u0219i tortureaz\u0103 at\u00e2t de tare. Pentru c\u0103 nu-l po\u021bi falsifica. \u201dNu po\u021bi pretinde c\u0103 e\u0219ti cel care s\u0103rut\u0103 cel mai bine c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme e\u0219ti singur\u201d. \u0218i ce alegeri faci s\u0103 nu fii singur? Capacitatea noastr\u0103 de a \u00eendura, de a \u00eendura orice (c\u0103 asta face parte din foaia de parcurs a vie\u021bii), depinde nu de noi, ci de cei de l\u00e2ng\u0103 noi. \u0218i atunci, cum s\u0103 exersezi empatia \u0219i dragostea de unul singur? Dar dac\u0103 \u0219i \u00eentr-un cuplu e\u0219ti tot singur? Dar cu fricile noastre, concrete sau abstracte, cu fricile noastre cum facem? \u00cen ce le \u00eembr\u0103c\u0103m, ca s\u0103 le masc\u0103m c\u00e2t mai bine? S\u0103 fii fericit &#8211; it`s a must! (?) <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-738x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-13749\" width=\"436\" height=\"604\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-738x1024.jpeg 738w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-216x300.jpeg 216w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-768x1066.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-600x833.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-1475x2048.jpeg 1475w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-1320x1832.jpeg 1320w, https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/wp-content\/fileStore\/2022\/06\/20220624_080256-01-1-1-scaled.jpeg 1844w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 436px) 100vw, 436px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201dPoate a\u0219a ne d\u0103m seama c\u00e2nd o rela\u021bie este pe bune. C\u00e2nd cineva cu care n-am avut nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci ajunge s\u0103 ne cunoasc\u0103 mai bine dec\u00e2t am crezut sau sperat c\u0103 ar fi posibil\u201d. \u0218i de aici senza\u021bia c\u0103 cineva \u021bi-a intrat \u00een minte \u0219i te cite\u0219te cu voce tare. E inconfortabil, te sim\u021bi de parc\u0103 ai fi urm\u0103rit permanent de o umbr\u0103. Nu e ca \u00een exteriorul min\u021bii tale, unde poti \u201dalege \u00een ce grad s\u0103 fii \u00eendr\u0103gostit, \u00een ce grad s\u0103 fii fidel, \u00een ce grad s\u0103 fii singur\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> Vrei s\u0103 scapi, s\u0103 pui cap\u0103t. Auzi vocea, \u00ee\u021bi r\u0103sun\u0103 \u00een cap. Sau te apeleaz\u0103 de pe propriul t\u0103u num\u0103r de telefon. Nu-i r\u0103spunzi, dar tot g\u0103se\u0219te o cale s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la tine: \u00ee\u021bi las\u0103 mesaje. Nu i te po\u021bi sustrage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00e2ndul poate fi ucig\u0103tor? \u0218i ceilal\u021bi? Ei unde sunt ca s\u0103 te ajute. \u00cei mai vezi, ei te mai v\u0103d? \u00cei la\u0219i s\u0103 te perceap\u0103 a\u0219a cum e\u0219ti? Ai curajul s\u0103 faci asta? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ai curajul s\u0103 strecori un num\u0103r de telefon \u00een po\u0219eta ei sau s\u0103-i spui c\u0103 e dr\u0103gu\u021b\u0103? Ceea ce spunem sau facem pot fi falsificate, pot fi piste false. G\u00e2ndul e singurul concret, nemincinos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu sunt \u00eentru totul de acord cu teaserul din josul copertei. Ba chiar a\u0219 zice c\u0103 e nedrept cu cartea, c\u0103 \u00eei face un deserviciu. E adev\u0103rat c\u0103 e\u0219ti pus pe o pist\u0103 fals\u0103, \u0219i cumva sim\u021bi asta. Nu i te \u00eempotrive\u0219ti, c\u0103ci \u0219i \u021bie \u00eencepe s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi plac\u0103 jocul. Intri \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 a oglinzilor suflete\u0219ti, \u00een care jocul geometric al liniilor se compune \u0219i recompune, cre\u0219te, se dilueaz\u0103 \u0219i tot a\u0219a&#8230; Ca \u00eentr-un desen de Escher: matematic\u0103 \u0219i iluzii vizuale sofisticate. Dar nu groaza \u00een sensul filmelor horror am sim\u021bit-o, ci b\u0103nuiala c\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, o s\u0103-\u0219i dea seama cine sunt eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0103 \u0219i eu sunt la fel ca ea, c\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile ei sunt \u0219i ale mele sau, \u00een orice caz, \u0219i ale mediului social \u00een care tr\u0103iesc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E o poveste bine \u00eenchegat\u0103, de 24 de ore &#8211; un Le Mans literar, mare parte petrecut\u0103 alert \u00eentr-o ma\u0219in\u0103 (dar alert nu datorit\u0103 vitezei), noaptea, pe viscol, cu dialoguri inteligente \u0219i \u00eentreb\u0103ri care-\u021bi r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een minte, c\u0103ci \u0219i tu le-ai avut la un moment dat sau \u00eenc\u0103 le mai ai (la unele, cartea s-ar putea s\u0103-\u021bi r\u0103spund\u0103). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E posibil ca o carte, ba chiar un roman de debut, s\u0103 ajung\u0103 s\u0103 te cunoasc\u0103 mai bine dec\u00e2t te cuno\u0219ti tu? Nu pot r\u0103spunde \u00een locul nim\u0103nui. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Este \u00eens\u0103 cert pentru mine c\u0103 am de-a face cu o carte scris\u0103 bine, partitur\u0103 clar\u0103 \u0219i tensionat\u0103, forjate de propozi\u021biile scurte, care \u00ee\u021bi alimenteaz\u0103 pofta s\u0103 o duci repede la cap\u0103t. Lucrului \u0103stuia nu i te po\u021bi sustrage. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Observ tendin\u021ba asta, dincolo de Atlantic, a c\u0103r\u021bilor de debut cu scriitur\u0103 alert\u0103 poten\u021bat\u0103 de propozi\u021bii scurte, sensuri mai degrab\u0103 sugerate dec\u00e2t explicite, \u0219i o compar cu c\u0103r\u021bile de debut de pe pia\u021ba de carte rom\u00eeneasc\u0103 sau mai dinspre r\u0103s\u0103rit. Bun, nu vreau s\u0103 trag nicio concluzie. Doar constatam cu voce tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi-a pl\u0103cut \u0219i traducerea din englez\u0103 a tinerei Andreea Florescu. Curat\u0103, \u00eengrijit\u0103, atent\u0103, a sus\u021binut bine inima c\u0103r\u021bii. \u0218i, \u00een genere, cartea cu totul: e redactat\u0103 \u0219i editat\u0103 impecabil (Ed. Curtea Veche, 2022, colec\u021bie coordonat\u0103 de Luana Schidu). <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ceea ce o face \u0219i mai u\u0219or, \u0219i pl\u0103cut de citit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A pune cap\u0103t. A \u201dda block\u201d. La ce? Cui? Unei rela\u021bii, unei pove\u0219ti, unui job, unei umbre, unor g\u00e2nduri, celuilalt pe care-l purt\u0103m intim ca pe un g\u00e2nd? &#8211; g\u00e2ndul e singurul care nu&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1413],"tags":[2153,2154,2152],"class_list":["post-13721","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-raftul-lui-radu","tag-ma-gandesc-sa-i-pun-capa-traducere-buna-andreea-florescu","tag-ma-gandesc-sa-i-pun-capat-cronica-de-carte-cum-e-cartea","tag-ma-gandesc-sa-i-pun-capat-recenzie"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13721","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13721"}],"version-history":[{"count":34,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13721\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13758,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13721\/revisions\/13758"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13721"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13721"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dumitra.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13721"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}